I don’t always see what heightens me. For what it’s worth it’s just frightening My old devil gots its hold on me
I fall and pretend that I never saw it coming
Every time my blood goes down the drain A new form enters me free of pain Chorus
And it went too far, when it comes anew I’d like everyday
To make it last, to own it for
The rest of my days
I attempt to clarify what blinds me but my memories are distorted Sickness just runs in deeply if I let it begin – drift past me
Where is the intelligent me ?
Long since fled and wallowing in self pity
In 10 years I’ll still be a slave of what tempts me
The only thing that could heal is loving everything again, loving everything again
My silent screams will then turn into an endless rest and I remember you said we could only rise.